You would probably know about ayahuasca i think, the whole peruvian movement where people go for a big MOT with the shaman medicine/drug. first it tastes foul, you start to vomit, but then the whole thing changes ur life and is very enlightening. many people go to peru to take Ayahuasca under the guidance of a local shaman and and afterwards feel it was a turning point in there life. It's also said that the effect is like a lifetime of therapy condensed in 1 week. It just brings up a lot of stuff from your life and past and everybody's experience is very different. Would you do it?